| Argh, I've jsut been a mental wreck the past few weeks. Since school ended (and slightly before) I've made it my mission to avoid anything if it's bipedal. I've been all caught up with Michelle, which goes a little deeper then you think. But I've decided to let it go, to the better man goes the spoils of war.
But, being a shut-in this summer I've realized a few things about myself namely this:
The suit thing is just plain dumb. Man, I guess it was kinda cool at first, woulda been better if Sean didn't wear a suit to school before me. But, man, it's just, wow, dumb. I mean, wow.
I need to get over myself, something I've always known and realized, but never actually did anything about. Looking back at some old entries, I come to the conclusion that I need to stop being such a bitch.
Also, I need to seriously kick things into gear and start actually trying in school, and everything else, or I will end up as a grade A failure.
despite what I wish for, I don't expect a complete turn around, I'm still gonn abe self-centered and a whiney bitch, but it's going to be on a lesser scale now, and hopefully furthermore before school starts. By the way, I cut my hair, my bangs are generally gone, I couldn't part with them completely yet so they're above the eyebrows now.
I've also undergone a rigorous 24 hours of nothing but writing, constant writing. I'm trying to develop some actual skill, publishable material, but it's going to be a while
So yeah, you got the jist of it, see ya when school begins. |
